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Friday, January 19, 2007

Freedom Shopping

Just started working for the Freedom Shop anarchist collective, which is where I'm writing from at the moment. So far it's been interesting, as the anarchists have been very supportive, but some of my socialist friends and the conservatives have raised their hands in shock. where socialists and anarchists disagree seems to be mostly on the means rather than the goal of revolution. to the right and 'conservatives' anarchy is to blame for most unpopular activism. One dream of mine is a non-sectarian left-wing bookshop like they had in many cities during the 1970s, where any sort of progressive anti-capitalist literature can be sold. A lot of stuff here is very good, although I don't read much of the animal-rights or anti-Kronstadt stuff.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Marc Cohn - Walking in Memphis.

Put on my blue suede shoes
And I boarded the plane
Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues
In the middle of the pouring rain
W.C. Handy -- won't you look down over me
Yeah I got a first class ticket
But I'm as blue as a boy can be

Then I'm walking in Memphis
Walking with my feet ten feet off of Beale
Walking in Memphis
But do I really feel the way I feel

Saw the ghost of Elvis
On Union Avenue
Followed him up to the gates of Graceland
Then I watched him walk right through
Now security they did not see him
They just hovered 'round his tomb
But there's a pretty little thing
Waiting for the King
Down in the Jungle Room

(Chorus)

They've got catfish on the table
They've got gospel in the air
And Reverend Green be glad to see you
When you haven't got a prayer
But boy you've got a prayer in Memphis

Now Muriel plays piano
Every Friday at the Hollywood
And they brought me down to see her
And they asked me if I would --
Do a little number
And I sang with all my might
And she said --
"Tell me are you a Christian child?"
And I said "Ma'am I am tonight"

(Chorus)

Put on my blue suede shoes
And I boarded the plane
Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues
In the middle of the pouring rain
Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues
In the middle of the pouring rain

Richard Marx - Hazard (1991).

My mother came to Hazard when I was just seven
Even then the folks in town said with predjudiced eyes
"That boy's not right"

Three years ago when I came to know Mary
First time that someone looked beyond the rumors and the lies
And saw the man inside

We used to walk down by the river
She loved to watch the sun go down
We used to walk along the river
And dream our way out of this town

No one understood what I felt for Mary
No one cared until the night she went out walking alone
And never came home

Man with a badge came knocking next morning
Here was I surrounded by a thousand fingers suddenly
Pointed right at me

I swear I left her by the river
I swear I left her safe and sound
I need to make it to the river
And leave this old Nebraska town

I think about my life gone by
And how its done me wrong
Theres no escape for me this time
All of my rescues are gone, long gone

I swear I left her by the river
I swear I left her safe and sound
I need to make it to the river
And leave this old Nebraska town

Monday, December 11, 2006

Hal Lindsey - Praise the Profits!

When I was an unhappy clapper -> Born-Again Christian, mostly during my teenage years, one of my favourite authors was Hal Lindsey. After attending a number of 'Fruits of the Spirit' workshops, I discovered that my 'Fruit' was biblical prophecy. I read at least three books of Lindsey, then the US Authority on evangelical prophecy. Like many 'prophets' Lindsey predicted the End of the World and the Coming of the Anti-Christ. The problem is that he always got it wrong, and every edition of his best selling book "The Late Great Planet Earth" (and there are many), would have a disclaimer which put the date of the Apocalypse back another ten years. The date ofcourse was based on some crud that the Antichrist (who was an Arab of unknown origin) would usurp the world into a One World Government exactly one 'generation' after the founding of the State of Israel. This was based on an interpretation of some obscure biblical reference that used similarly ambigious words for time to that used in Genesis to describe the 'seven days' of creation myth. Initially Lindsey and his ilk argued that a 'generation' was twenty years, but 1968 rolled over and everyone was still unraptured. Lindsey, like other american televangelists, believed that the Rapture would occur before the time of hardship of Tribulation, and all the good people (mostly Southern Baptist Christians) would be taken up for a heaven-side seat. Lindsey also predicted that the former USSR would be one of main Antichristian allies to fight against the true 'Godzone' - the State of Israel.

My main problem with Zionists (especially those of Christian persuasion) is that in the same way that Jake Heke's people 'Once Were Warriors', the Jews living in Palestine are 'Once Were God's Chosen People'. The Jewish Diaspora happened for a good reason. YHWH said, and I paraphrase slightly "You dumb people had it good, I signed a Covenant with you if you were only to behave yourselves. But you lied and cheated on me, worshipping other gods and doing what you saw fit. As a result of you breaking our Covenant, I'm taking Palestine away from you. You have no right to get it back even if you listen to my son Yeshua". In my opinion the True Promised Land of the Jewish People is where we live now, especially NYC. A big problem is that many Jews of my generation living in Palestine were born there, and all they have known is that Apartheid-like regime. Ironic that Daniel Malan and his cronies supported Hitler, to the extent that he opposed South African support of the Allies in WWII.

After leaving the active church attendance phase of my life (I grew up in Blenheim, where the Christian youth groups formed the backbone of most of my peers social lives) I continued to read and watch what I could about Lindsey. I began to piece together that this prophet often acted as a researcher for Neo-Con Televangelists, and that his views were pro-Republican, homophobic and strongly anti-Moslem. I remember watching the '700 Club', near the time of the Bush-Gore Election. The language Lindsey had used in books like "The Late Great Planet Earth" to describe the Antichrist was the same used to describe the conservative Baptist Albert Gore Jr. Although my differences with Lindsey's 'prophecies' have grown over the last seventeen years (since I left the church), I still find him entertaining to watch and to read, especially when he completely fails to get it right.

The following is the latest from Lindsey's website: http://www.hallindseyoracle.com/articles.asp?ArticleID=13446

How The Mighty Have Fallen

Though there is nothing specifically predicted about the United States in the “Last Days”, there are certainly examples of how God dealt with great powers in the past – and why.

The Bible predicted the destinies of Four Great world Empires. Daniel particularly focused on them. He predicted the fall of mighty Babylon and witnessed it take place.

The city of Babylon was considered one of the great wonders of the ancient world. The Babylonians considered it impregnable – and with good reason.

The Greek historian, Herodotus, wrote that its outer walls were 300 feet high. It had many towers for archers that were even taller. It was wide enough at the top for four-horse chariots to ride around it. It was approximately 54 miles in total length. It had an inner wall that was almost equally strong with a mote between the walls.

The Euphrates River ran through the center of the city. Great bronze gates were suspended into the River to prevent an army from going underneath to enter the city. With such an endless water supply and the food that could be produced within the city, it was considered impregnable to any siege.

Yet, with all of its mighty defenses, Babylon fell in one night. It happened at the height of a great feast at which the King Belshazzar, son of Nebuchadnezzar, was celebrating Babylon’s invincibility over the Medes and the Persians, who had surrounded the city. He made the big mistake of committing the final insult to Israel’s God. He used the golden goblets taken from Jerusalem’s Temple to toast the gods of Babylon.

Unknown to the King, the Medes and Persians had been working for weeks to divert the flow of the Euphrates River using a series of dams. That very day the amazing engineering feat was completed.

The overconfident Babylonians did not notice after nightfall that the river’s waters were receding. It was at that time that God caused a hand to appear and write on the wall of the great banquet hall these words: MENE, MENE, TEKEL, UPHARSIN.

Terrified, the King sent for the court astrologers to decipher the words. None could do it.

Then the Queen mother was summoned. She told the King about Nebuchadnezzar’s faith in a Jewish prophet and His God. She assured him that Daniel, whom his father made a member the court astrologers, could decipher the message.

Daniel rejected the Kings offer of ruling over a third of the Empire if he could decipher the message, and why it was sent.
Daniel began by rebuking the King for not following the example of his father, who believed in the God of Israel.

He rehearsed how God blessed him and his kingdom because of his faith. He said, “You have not humbled yourself as your father did before the LORD of heaven.” “You have used the sacred implements of His Temple to drink wine and honor your false gods.”

“So here is the message the hand sent from GOD has written.”

“MENE” – “GOD HAS NUMBERED YOUR KINGDOM AND PUT AN END TO IT”

“TEKEL” – “YOU HAVE BEEN MEASURED ON GOD’S SCALES & FOUND WANTING.”

“PERES” (past tense of verb upharsin) – “Divided” “Your Kingdom has been divided and given to the Medes and the Persians.”

“That same night Belshazzar the Chaldean king was slain.” (Daniel 5:30 NAS)

You see, the very moments that Daniel was finishing giving God’s indictment to the king, the Median & Persian armies were storming under the bronze bars into the city via the dried up river.

America, you were founded by your fathers – most of whom believed in Jesus as LORD.

You have been blessed and protected as few countries in history because of this.

Now you have turned against the God who has blessed you.

You have barred God’s Word from all public places of learning.

You have driven any mention of the Son of God from the public square. Even symbols of Him are no longer tolerated.

You have murdered millions of your unborn children on the alter of lust.

You have made what God calls an abomination socially acceptable – homosexuality.

Therefore your enemies are plotting your destruction on every side – and most of your people are not even aware of the danger they are in.

God says, “MENE” The Days of your nation have been numbered

“TEKEL” You have been weighed on God’s scales and found wanting.

“PERES” Your nation is about to be destroyed.

I only have one word of HOPE. Even evil Nineveh was spared when the people repented. May America repent before it is too late.

Great Babylon was once greater than we are – but go look at what is left now. It is a heap of rubble, hardly known by the world today. God raises nations and destroys them as He wills.
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Email Author: By: Hal Lindsey

Monday, November 20, 2006

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Friday, November 10, 2006

Simon Sez Spend Money?

Just got an email from Simon Pang, who is in town tomorrow with some friends and wants to know if I can join him. For those who don't know Simon is a Malaysian-Chinese economist friend of mine from Christchurch, I've known for about six years, who works for NZ Statistics. His family are originally from Borneo (as in 'Wild Man'). He lives with his parents (in his mid.-thirties!), at least when I knew him, and cannot understand why I don't have any interest in owning expensive Japanese cars, stuck-up and rude yuppie Asian women, or making a lot of money with a commerce degree. He likes seafood, 'crispy chicken' and struggles with Kiwi-slang. Every six months or so he travels to Wellington and wants to catch up (at least to do this with Tahia Equib), which is ok except that everything he wants to do these days seems to involve spending a lot of money. Hence, I don't have much in common with him and don't contact him often these days, especially as the bugger doesn't write many emails. Tomorrow he wants to take a ferry to Eastbourne and then some Asian restaurant in the evening. Often when I was living in Christchurch, Peter O'Brien, Si' and Stephen 'Gary' Adams (for a time Steve had a goatee that made him look like Gary Oldman) would go to Joyful, a Chinese restaurant where Simon would order for us in Mandarin, assuring us we were given a discount as he knew the owner (I dunno to this day whether that was true). So I've got mixed feelings about meeting him tomorrow, especially as it will involve me spending money which should really go to other things, or maybe I'm just becoming like my dear old (miserable) Dad. I also have little interest in catching up with Tahia, since she has a new life up here, like myself, and we don't have anything in common (she also has a commerce degree and works for NZ Statistics - enough said). I'm also annoyed at the moment because my landlord made an appearance today (I haven't seen him since about six months ago he decided that he would try to get rid of the rust outside my door, which never happened) and told me he wants to inspect the flat at some stage, which will mean me spending money and time to clean it. I hope the sod doesn't mind how damp the place is.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Love... Romantic Comedy Style, Maybe?

But the thing is, um... what I'm trying to say very
inarticulately is... that, um...
in fact... perhaps, despite
appearances... I like you very much.

-
Mark Darcy (Bridget Jones's Diary, 2001).

In case anyone reading this was wondering, I have just watched a
rerun of Bridget Jones's Diary, which always makes me somewhat
melancholy.

Sometimes I feel like Bridget Jones.
Yes, I know she is blond, female and English,
but the similarity is there.
We both start the movie alone.

I would find it so much easier if I was Gay, instead of being

who I am...
at ease in most of my friendships with both straight
and homosexual men,
yet sexually attracted to women.
I don't ever find friendships with women easy.


There is some truth in what Harry said to Sally when he met her,
that
with any relationship between men and women,
sex always gets in the way
.

If I find my 'Ms. Darcy', or similar,
chances are that she will only consider me a friend.
I don't want another female friend,
I want a partner and a soul mate.


I make it an unwritten rule never to date someone who I do
political work with
, mostly because female (and many male)
activists are often motivated by anger at something,
and this can be easily translated as anger at me.
But
rules are meant to be broken, given that
I seem to have little control over who I am infatuated with.

I meet so many women who consider me to be sexually aggressive,
if I show the slightest amount of interest in them, or 'gay'
if I don't. Sometimes I want to 'screw with them' for
stereotyping me in such a way, even though part of me still
wants to screw them. So to all the women who think like this,
I feel sorry for you.
I'm actually a fantastic person, and quite a good lover,
but
you will never know this, if you continue to
dissect me
with such a blunt little tool.


Then,
most of the unspoken for, 'safe' and 'sensible' women
I meet
have baggage from a previous relationship,
either emotionally, or physically in the form of a child.
Issues of loyalty and fidelity are such with me that
I don't want to deal with other people's baggage,
especially as I have so little of my own.

I don't seem to have that problem with the men I meet,
whether straight or homosexual.
But the thought of sex with men does not excite me.
To all the guys who desire me, and you know who you are
;-), I still need you as my friends.

Monday, October 23, 2006

Damnation and a Day...

Edgar
The Prince of Darkness is a gentleman.
Modo he's called, and Mahu.
(King Lear, Act 3, Scene 4:135).
http://dewey.library.upenn.edu/sceti/printedbooksNew/index.cfm?textID=harsnett&PagePosition=1

Just as every cop is a criminal
And all the sinners saints
As heads is tails
Just call me Lucifer
Cause I'm in need of some restraint
(The Rolling Stones: Sympathy for the Devil).

De Umbrarum Regni Novem Portis = The Nine Doors of the Kingdom of Shadows. A book reputed to be ghost written by the Devil himself!

Sometimes I wonder if all we are taught wrong: that good is evil and bad is good. Was the Devil simply a victim of persecution for acting on free will? What sort of Deity creates an imperfect being that he knows will suffer as a result of free will?

Should we seek to follow God or attempt to open the 9th Gate? Does following God mean you commit your entire life to Him (or Her) and what does this mean for your humanity? For some argue that the only portion of the Divine that has any connection with humanity was Christ himself.

According to the
De Umbrarum Regni Novem Portis you are able to have complete knowledge, gnosis, of good and evil - to be like God - if you can successfully open the 9th Door to the Kingdom of Shadows, the abode of Lucifer (LCF) himself. The engravings in the three remaining copies of De Umbrarum provide the key. You must recite their meaning in an exact order, but beware of any forgeries!